An Abrupt Shade of Grey

Ahh @?$%$!!!!! What is wrong with me!? Stay focused. Do NOT slip. The only reason for all this is because You did NOT give in. The consequences are immense and they're not positive consequences. Shit, another issue to deal with. Urgh. I think I will just let this one slide. "go with the flow". Whatever fate decides, I will accept it. BUT, to be honest, I feel somewhat hurt. Is this the cliched feeling of "open Your heart too quickly and get hurt." ?! WHAT THE @$%?& IS WRONG WITH ME. GET IT TOGETHER. SLAP ME NOW! wait - Dont. I will like it and have yet ANOTHER issue... HA HA HA HA