A bleeding Shade of Ruby Red

Here it goes. In order to write this specific Blog, I have to peel off some layers. Strip them off so that You can see what it is I mean exactly. This Blog is the closest You will ever get to my heart. There is this itching feeling of devotion when it comes to Him. A certain need of satisfying all desires. It comes down to basic biology. Where every thought is penetrated into sick sappy Love poems. His words have such influence that it leaves my body in a state of trauma. No Man has ever achieved to securely chain me, yet here He is. Its thrilling to know He even exists!!! Here, There, Here, There and Here and There again!!! What matters is, I AM and I will always be. So throw me around like poor raggedy Anne. Ill take all You've got. There will never be a moment, where I will fall and hesitate to get back up. I am my mothers daughter, she "taught me better than that." This gentleman I speak so fondly of, he goes by the name MacDaddy. It is sad to say, He will never understand, the heartfelt emotions put into living my daily life, with Him at a great distance. So here it is, I am at the end. How long did You think it would have been?! Some things take lifetimes to accomplish. This is one of those things. I love You.